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// 070213.0000

i just do not know what you are talking about.

// 070214.0000

MOIN MOIN!!!

// 070215.0000

Like i don't know what you're not talking about:
fucker, i like to play. this is no joke and i mean it.
you kid me, you're dead.
i kid you not.
be quiet. be reasonable.
pls, for 1nce. be good. be my guest.

shhh...

// 070216.1823

i HEAR thee, SCREAMER!
love that shyte, totally.
NOTE TO SELF: order cd. NOW!!!!

// 070216.2059

sicktator J Ill, ma good, you can't be real...
piss me off individually, this sick bitch beat like "battle" from the "G"...

some times i think THEY — whoever THEY are — think we dump/ dumb.
some time this shit may go way out of hand. feel the pain now?

// 070216.2359

i can make text appear through the INTERNET.
your browser is NOT the Internet.
I am the interTRON.
no, i'm not. i'm kidding. online, @ least.

// 070218.1846

so, this is it. i mean, this HAS BEEN it.
out and gone i am now.
at least on the right tracks. tired, but seated. lord knows where i'm headed.

// 070503.2020

die matrix nährt uns und wir nähren sie.
ein perfekt harmonierendes system, in dem jeder glücklich sein kann.

// 070505.0239

FAT != PHAT != BOLD
i need to fuckin' work more. in a creative way.

// 070525.1912

oh you poor little...

stupidmotherfuckinwhorebitchcunt!!!

// 070529.2307

drones do work...
gods create.

// 070813.1603

oh, calm my weary soul!

// 070906.2212

this won't last, you know.

// 070911.2052

wolves... FUCKIN' WOLVES!

// 070917.2118

i do shit, coz i don't give a fuck.

// 070929.0110

the _I_ of the DRAGON

// 071026.2117

when the body-drop starts,
the mind-fun stops.

// 071118.0106

why's it always gotta be this complicated?
complexity's interesting, this is just hassle.
fuck this fuckin' quiz. i wanna get off.

// 072229.2118

this is neccessary

// 080102.2257

"hax0rz of the world unite!"

:)

PHUNK!
(hackTHEplanet?

// 080103.1920

your anger is a gift

// 080112.2002

they're gonna get me! :)

// 080227.2129

i cannot see through that crystal clear sky
it rubs against my eyes
give me something extra dirty! now
rub against my... oh my.

// 080314.1742

life is pain sounds so mundane.
McBain is pain.
life is not mundane.

and so ain't you.

// 080403.1620

mis[s]tress.

// 080413.2005

GOD damn it, my fuckin' crank just fuckin' broke.
just when i was getting back into BMX.
and enjoying it. a lot.

still walking home with a smile on my face.
life is ironic. i like it.

// 080414.2012

listen to KORN like it was 1994!

// 080420.2231

daft punk is SOOOOOOOO the shit! robot rock everybody!

// 080427.2133

Love is...

...not calling you to prove i don't need you
and realizing how much you're not here...

// 080502.0038

Zlorfik!

// 080518.1413

still don't know shit about shit.
never did, never will.
there's much too much shit to be known.
noone can ever know all.
still, many act like they do.
they just know shit.
that is all they can refer to.
all i know = shit = all there is.
qed.

// 080617.2232

go fuck the devil in hell.

// 080812.2015

ill iterate.

// 08111?.????

must kill all humans.

no, seriously.

MUST.

can't. and won't.
but have to, need to, want to.

// 081117.2245

mad crazy shyte.

// 081119.2143

mutant chronicles

...looks sooo good! sounds so, too. wooosh. sold.

also:

the wackness

wonderful.

// 081122.0951

a life less ordinary.

is it possible?

// 081123.1911

wiesbaden ist ja echt mal scheiße,
aber jetzt war hamburg im haus,
denn BEGE hat hier amtlich represented:

bege im schlachthof wiesbaden!

schön!

// 081125.2206

...und schon wieder hämburch:

DECHKINDEICHKINDEICHKIND!!!

großartig.

// 081203.2257

dragonforce - through the fire and the flames

biggest fuckin' grin.

...and for the record:
i need to play guitar hero slash rock band at some point in my life.
for reals!

// 081204.2222

the website is down

// 081210.2109

you're in a dark room. there's a strange light coming from elsewhere.
> wait
time passes...
_

// 081211.2142


λ

090121.2111

i'm awesome.

me too.

yea, i know.

//090207.22ca38

BYOB dammit!
(...bring your own bombs and be your own boss and...)

//090207.2258ish

...and BTW: Julia Nunes FTW!
(found her on YouTube)

//090411.00:47

the motor on my backup harddrive just got busted. my ONLY backup harddrive. with all my art on it. ALL my art. i am in a world of pain right now.

but i will get my data back.
all of it.

i swear to god, I WILL.

// 090412.2315

today, i finally replaced the broken crank on my bmx bike.
went out in the sun to ride the streets again.

the moment i stepped outside and into the pedals,
it hit me like a ten ton hammer of joy,
as i realised how much i had missed it.

and with a smile on my face i realised:
i can still bunnyhop a fucking curb.

ah, and btw: MASTODON!

// 091111.2337

it's weird how i bought a guitar and an mtb and a new teevee and whatnot...

still fucked up more than ever.

lost a good friend, a lover, my love.

my life is fixed now, though my heart is broken.
still i will remain with a smile.
there is genius in madness, laughter in pain,
comfort in disbelief's end.
god is god is a rose is a song,
you can all see it and hear.
bring me redemption, inspire me,
muses, oh muses... now what?
enter the end, start a new friend,
love a new love, believe me.

the word is out. the truth been told.
the sickness will stay with the sick.

i am out there, i am gone.

i am.

to be continued...



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